Laziness

Thanks to laziness

  • I don’t learn languages very well,
  • I never applied for any scholarship,
  • I missed the deadline for that exchange year in the USA,
  • I never finished the PhD in law which I had begun,
  • I do less exercise than I want to,
  • I am not very good with keeping a diet,
  • I have a hundred plans and sometimes don’t put any one of them in motion,
  • I have some e-mails in my inbox which I should have responded to more than two years ago,
  • I have notebooks full of ideas which will never make it into published stories,
  • I am sometimes broke,
  • I often don’t actively pursue my dreams,
  • I might never return your call, and
  • I sometimes disappoint people.

But, also thanks to laziness

  • I am enjoying my life every day, and
  • I am hardly ever stressed.

There are worse things in life than laziness.

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Salaspils – A Train Ride to the Countryside

The local train which departed in Riga is almost fully occupied this Friday noon. It stops every few minutes, at every possible stop. I am going to Dārziņi, a stop in the middle of the forest. A beautiful Baltic pine and birch forest, still with a lot of snow despite it being the middle of March.

I don’t know if the other passengers enjoy the view or if they even know exactly where we are. A very young father is eating potato chips without giving any to his (at least he thinks it is his) child in a buggy in front of him. Two girls are playing cards; the winner dances a jig which looks like it owes more to self-presentation than to victorious gambling. Two older ladies are amused by exactly that behaviour and the assumed motivation behind it. I am the only passenger to get off at Dārziņi. There is also only one who gets on the train here; a man who staggers and tumbles more than climbs up the embankment to the platform. The train conductor patiently waits for him. Nobody should stay behind at this forlorn place today. Except me.

In western and central Europe, if you take the commuter train out of a large city for 25 minutes, you find yourself at a housing estate for the economically disadvantaged, in a suburb for the economically privileged or close to a football stadium. In eastern Europe, if you take the commuter train out of a large city for 25 minutes, you find yourself at a place where during World War II the German occupiers carried out mass executions or where once a concentration camp automated the murder. These places are always in the midst of a beautiful green forest, which adds a dark interpretation to the Germans’ proverbial love for forests. These places always have a good railway connection.

path to Salaspils

The place which I want to visit doesn’t seem to be very popular. There are no signposts, no markers, nothing. Luckily I had studied map before, so that I know which direction I have to trudge through the snow. After about 20 minutes, a clearance opens up in the forest, indicating that I have reached my gruesome destination: the place where the Nazis built the Salaspils concentration camp in 1941.

Lichtung Salaspils

The SS erected the Salaspils camp in October 1941 for Jews deported from Germany and central Europe as well as for Latvian Jews and political prisoners. A large number of the around 1,000 Jewish forced labourers died due to the harsh working and living conditions. The rate of death was so high that the SS forced another 500 to 800 Jews from the Riga ghetto to work at Salaspils.

The large, free, snow-covered area is dominated by seven enormous concrete sculptures. They had been put up here in 1967. Both their style and their meaning are clearly Soviet. The monumental figures are not only supposed to commemorate the suffering and the oppression, but also the successful fight against fascism. They are bulky, like almost anything that the Soviet Union had ever built.

Salaspils memorial snow

There is only one Russian-speaking group with whom I share the large compound. Their guide’s voice mixes with the sound of a metronome which is sunk in a large block of marble and whose steady, hollow beats are supposed to symbolize the beating of the heart. Tack, tock, tack, tock. The participants of the group disperse, walk across the snow in silence, take a few photos and ultimately leave. Now nobody else is here except me. There is no explaining exhibition or a museum of any kind. Only the constant tack, tock, tack, tock.

It is mid-March, soon it will be spring, and the sun is shining. But the icy wind racing across the large clearing makes me freeze, despite my two pairs of pants, several sweaters, two jackets, hat, scarf and gloves. It is minus 6 degrees, at night it still goes down to minus 20. After only two hours at this place I cannot imagine how famished, overworked prisoners in torn-out rags could survive in unheated barracks. But surviving is not what they were supposed to do.

The exact number both of the victims and of the prisoners is not known. The lowest estimates assume several thousand dead. Salaspils was a camp in which a particularly large number of children were interned and died, often due to typhoid, measles or other illnesses. The healthy children were weakened further by being used as blood banks for wounded Wehrmacht soldiers, with the SS accepting that this would ultimately put the children to death. In one of the burial pits at Salaspils alone, 632 corpses of children aged between 5 and 9 years were discovered.

The remembrance of the murdered children takes on forms which I have not seen before at a concentration camp or similar memorial site. Colourful stuffed animals, toys, candy have been put on some of the memorial stones. Except for the green of the distant trees, they present the only colour in this place which is so filled with death and horror that even the stuffed animals seem to be alive in contrast. I am not yet sure if I find this tacky or moving, would love to learn more about who left these items behind and with which thoughts.

Stofftiere Salaspils

Even the closing of the Salaspils camp in September 1944 (because of the advancing Soviet Army) did not bring freedom for the inmates who had survived until then. Although the German Army and SS risked being captured by the Red Army with any delay in their withdrawal, and although it had to have become obvious to them that Germany was losing World War II and that the Reich was close to the final days of its existence, they did not forget to move the camp inmates to Stutthof concentration camp close to Gdańsk. The closing of a World War apparently was no reason to slow down the genocide.

I leave the memorial site by walking through an enormous concrete beam which lies diagonally, like a fallen or broken tree, and which carries the inscription “Beyond here, the Earth groans”.

Salaspils memorial entrance

At a decency distance of only a few hundred meters away there are a few crosses, the shape of which reminds me very much of the Iron ones. And indeed, the German War Graves Commission did not see anything wrong with putting up a memorial for 146 German prisoners of war at the site of a former SS labour camp. The perpetrators thus surreptitiously obtain commemoration at the former site of the mass murder they committed.

Kriegsgräberfürsorge Salaspils

But it is not as if Latvia needed any German lessons in historical revisionism: the next day, on 16 March 2013, the Latvian Wehrmacht and SS veterans will present themselves and demand public appreciation in front of the Freedom Monument in Riga.

(Dieser Artikel ist auch auf Deutsch verfügbar.)

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Northern Lights in Southern Europe

It had become rather windy and I had only gone up on the roof to tie down the table and the chairs, when I saw the fire in the sky. Dancing flames, a colour like lava from the nearby volcanoes of Etna, Vulcano and Stromboli.

Northern Lights 1

Northern Lights 2

It looked like the Northern Lights had come to Southern Europe. Which is a nice thing of them to do, because I haven’t been able to afford a trip to Norway yet.

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Lipari – Day 2

(This is the sequel to Lipary – Day 1.)

While I am studying the bus timetable which is posted in the window of the bus company’s office in Lipari in order to plan my day, a friendly and helpful bus driver walks over and not only hands me a copy of the timetable but also offers several hiking suggestions for the island. “Wait down at the port under the large palm tree,” is his response to my question about the bus stop where I can catch the next bus to Quattropani. At the bus stop, a large dog lounges in the sun and is apparently full or spoiled enough to ignore a piece of chocolate croissant which a teenager throws in front of its muzzle.

The fully occupied minibus wiggles up the mountain behind Lipari City, offering a wonderful view of the city with its dominating castle at every turn. Every stop comes along with some chin-wagging. Boarding and exiting older ladies are being helped by other passengers. Soon, I find out why the bus driver has been on the phone most of the time: he also acts as a delivery man. In front of some driveways and at some stops, he is being handed parcels or shopping bags, at others he hands these through the window to the recipients who are already waiting.

At Quattropani, a town scattered generously across the hillsides, I get off the bus and walk towards the Old Church in the very north of that community. The very frugal church, which appears vulnerably small next to the grand forecourt, was built in 1646 but has recently been renovated, painted in white, without any ornaments or adornment. Today it is unfortunately closed. The architecture is so low-key that the front with the three green metal doors could be that of a residential building. They wind blows like crazy, but what is even more crazy is the view. Whoever designed this church might have understood that it won’t be able to compete with what nature is offering here – and didn’t even try to.

Chiesa Vecchia QuattropaniFive of the six other Aeolian Islands can be seen from here. The volcanic mountains of Salina, Panarea, Filicudi, Alicudi and Stromboli stand out from the royal blue sea. “Come visit us as well, we are at least as beautiful as Lipari!” they seem to be calling out to me. Behind the church there is a light flank of the hill to a spot which is protected from the wind. Yellow flowers are blooming, the grass is green and soft, a wonderful place for a pick-nick. I would love to lay down in the grass for a few hours and to enjoy the sun, but my ambitious hiking plan pushes me forward.

Quattropani Andreas MoserAlong paths which are half-overgrown or have been washed down the hillside, I walk south. Sometimes I have to climb around a bit, but except for cacti I don’t face any dangers on this trail which runs high above the sea and offers terrific views on the two volcanic cones of Salina. For several hours I don’t meet any other human being. Because I can always detect the path, I don’t lose the trust in my map, but I do wonder when was the last time that somebody walked the same route. In the evening at Lipari City, Antonio, the owner of a bar which is depressingly empty that night, will tell me about a British lady who lives on Lipari and cuts the walking paths clear of scrub. “She does this without getting paid: no Italian would do that,” he says, half appreciatively, half uncomprehendingly. Thanks to the unknown lady!

west coast Lipari 2

west coast LipariAdditional colours – but also additional smells – come into play when I climb down into a valley which used to serve as a kaolin mine: Cave di Caolino. The rocks glimmer in different colours like a rainbow, from pink to gold to pitch-black. Some few fumaroles emit smoke and foetid odour. The volcano tries to draw attention to itself, like an old retiree fighting against falling into oblivion.

Cave di Caolino

gold Lipari 2The path down through this play of colours is flushed out and finally turns into a veritable river bed, which is so overgrown and blocked by fallen trees, that I have to look for another way. But orientation is easy: always along the coast until I will be back in civilization.

But first, I encounter the exact opposite of civilization: a ferocious display of the forces of nature. From west, where the sun is shining strongly, dark clouds are moving in. They are fully laden with water, which is discernibly itching to receive permission to pour down as heavy rain. A lot of rain, judging by the looks of the clouds. They are coming closer to the island, I quicken my pace. But then the clouds burst open and return the masses of water to the sea before they have made landfall. A fantastic combination of sun, clouds, rain and the sea. Never before has the circuit flow of evaporation and rain presented itself so beautifully.

sun clouds west coast Lipari

sun rain sea LipariHaving reached the thermal baths of San Calogero, already used by Greeks and Romans, I unfortunately cannot linger. The drizzling rain has turned into hail. The trees at the side of the road, which begins just here, offer only little protection. An old Fiat Panda, green like a frog, stops and al old man beckons me to ride with him. He doesn’t go all the way to Lipari City, but in the right direction. In this hailstorm any kilometre surmounted is a gain. He tells me that he produces vino dolce, sweet wine, which together with capers is the speciality of the Aeolian Islands. After the typical conversation about where I am from, what I am doing on Lipari, where I am going next, the friendly gentleman asks me if I might want to try a bit of his wine once we get to his house.

I usually don’t drink any alcohol and I would rather go looking for a spot from where I could photograph the sunset. At first, I only accept out of politeness, but when we reach Pianoconte, it is still pouring with hail and rain, so that we have to remain in the car anyway. I gradually allow myself to get infected with my newest acquaintance’s lack of urgency. The winemaker has some unlabelled bottles and plastic cups in his car and pours me a full cup. As soon as I taste the sweet wine, I am charmed. This time, I don’t have to lie when passing a compliment on an offered drink. It is the first time that I like a wine that I taste. Although the price of 15 Euros seems quite high (I could get 15 bottles of my favourite Sicilian drink Spuma for that), I accept the offer and conclude and perform the purchase contract right away, before saying goodbye and continuing towards Lipari City.

It is only raining lightly and the bus will only come in an hour, so I walk along the road, but – as happens so often in Sicily – I don’t have to wait long until somebody gives me a ride. A small Suzuki jeep has some space in the cargo bay, where a wooden chest covered with pillows is located, apparently the family’s child car seats. During the ride I learn that bruttotempo seems to be the comparative to maltempo (bad weather), but I am more concerned about hitting my head while we are thundering down the curvaceous road into the valley. The driver is so nice that he takes me to my favourite port Marina del Corta. When he turns around and drives off, the back door of the car swings open and the wooden chest glides from the cargo bay, so that the driver has to stop and get out. He laughs and waves towards me in his friendly way. I don’t mind at all that I have missed the sunset.

stairs to Akropolis Lipari

The actual highlight of Lipari City, the castle with the cathedral and the museum is already closed by now. But the castle hill which houses all these institutions is not closed. I walk up the long, steep stairway towards the acropolis, which is that large that it seems to be a city within the city. Excavations, five churches, fortification walls and city gates, built by Greeks, Romans, Normans, Spaniards, and a prison for political prisoners at the time of Mussolini: almost the whole history of Sicily can be studied here. But now I enjoy the quiet between the enormous walls and the vista on the harbour.

Tomorrow I continue to Vulcano, although I could already use one uneventful day to let all the new impressions sink in.

(Diesen Reisebericht gibt es auch auf Deutsch.)

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Ariel Sharon, 1928-2014

Ariel Sharon 1973 warBecause Ariel Sharon, Israeli Prime Minister from 2001 to 2006, didn’t really do anything for the past 8 years, some of the obituaries published today were probably written by journalists (or interns) who have passed away themselves in the meantime. How ironic.

I was on the Israeli-Gaza border in 2005 when the forced withdrawal of Israeli settlers from Gaza took place and I found it a right and bold move, although with hindsight it didn’t bring the positive results that proponents of the Gaza disengagement had hoped for.

There is much more in Ariel Sharon’s life that I disagree and disapprove of than I approve of, but the courage required for standing up for a risky plan against the opposition of most of his own party and his political base is a character trait found far too rarely.

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Sometimes, I can’t blame people for thinking that I am a spy.

spy Andreas Moser LipariBut I swear, the reason why I was standing under that lamppost in the middle of the night and smoking a cigar, was that I was watching a cat playing with some fruits on a tree.

(The photo was taken on Lipari, one of the Aeolian Islands north of Sicily.)

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Gold! Gold! I have struck Gold!

Wow, what a stroke of luck! I have discovered gold! Huge amounts of it! I have been labouring for a few days now, trying to get as much of it out of the ground before somebody else will find it.

gold Lipari 1

By now, I already have enough to live comfortably for the rest of my life (unless I committed some miscalculation while using the surprisingly complicated charts on average life expectancy), so I am happy to share the secret of the gold’s whereabouts with you. That’s my way of rewarding you, my loyal readership.

gold Lipari 2

gold Lipari 3

gold Lipari 4

Stay tuned for the article revealing the exact location of this treasure, coming later today or tomorrow.

(Zum deutschsprachigen Artikel über diesen sensationellen Fund.)

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Don’t build a tower when you are drunk!

This is Arg-e Karim Khan in Shiraz, Iran. I took the photo on my first trip to Iran in 2008/2009. Inside is a beautiful garden with ponds and orange trees, as well as a museum. When I visited, there was an exhibition with old black-and-white photographs of Shiraz. The city hadn’t changed too much.

(Zur deutschen Fassung dieses Beitrags.)

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“I ran Iraq for 24 years, and all I got was a port named after me?”

When I saw this in Tallinn, I wondered why on earth any city would name its harbour after Saddam Hussein. Especially so far away from Iraq. Until I realized that “sadam” is Estonian for “harbour”.

Sadam Harbour Tallinn(Zur deutschen Fassung dieses Fundstücks.)

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Garibaldi was here

Italy is full of commemorative plaques and statues, many of them about the Risorgimento, the unification of Italy, and the independence wars from 1861 on. There are plaques and statutes to commemorate the landing of troops, successful battles, sustained defeats and events of similar magnitude.

But that is not enough.

Every city, every town, every village wants to have a piece of the fame and honour of the Risorgimento and therefore puts up plaques, even if the fighters for Italian unification only changed trains at the local station or stayed at a house for the night. Any bagatelle is being proclaimed by proud plaques.

The national hero mentioned most often is Giuseppe Garibaldi. Even the tiniest village has a Garibaldi Street or a Garibaldi Square or a Garibaldi Park, often all three of them.

Piazza Bologni Garibaldi 1When I was in Palermo, I discovered the tentative culmination of this Garibaldi-worshipping. An admittedly magnificent house on Piazza Bologni is adorned with a commemorative plaque of the size of a window across the archway. What may have happened here? A meeting of freedom fighters? A political congress? Or did the villa serve as a hospital for the wounded?

I stepped closer to decipher the writing, my notebook in hand, ready to record the historical event. it took a few seconds for me to be sure that I had understood the Italian writing chiselled in stone correctly. Then I had to laugh.

Piazza Bologni Garibaldi 2

The inscription reads:

In this elegant house, on 27 May 1860, he rested his weary limbs for only two hours.

GIUSEPPE GARIBALDI

Such a nap is indeed an achievement worthy of appreciation.

I couldn’t fully translate the second part of the inscription, but it mentions something like the “unique bravery of the genius destroyer of all tyranny to calmly sleep between the explosions of deadly weapons of war”.

(Es gibt auch eine deutschsprachige Version dieses Artikels.)

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