Bury my heart – wherever

People ask me why I don’t go to a hospital when I am sick, when I get bitten by a bear/anaconda/piranha, when I have strange viruses, when I am bleeding from all orifices or when I have kidney stones (OK, that one time I actually did go to a hospital because the pain was really unbearable). The reasons are that

  • I am scared of doctors,
  • I don’t want to take up scarce medical resources and the doctor’s time for my minor complaints, and
  • I am too poor to afford health insurance.

“But what do you do when X/Y/Z happens?” people respond in shock. My answer, as with so many other things in life, is “I will cross that bridge when I get there”. The worst-case scenario is that I will die, but it seems to me that a lot of people with health insurance are dying too, so I am not sure there is a connection. Recently, another European traveler whom I bumped into in South America seriously wondered: “But then who will pay for your body to be flown home?”

A strange concept, not only because I personally don’t have a home, but because dead people in general don’t have homes. Dead people have nothing. It is already 2017, but let me explain it once again: dead means dead. There really isn’t anything beyond it. And even most people who subscribe to the erroneous opposing belief don’t believe that their idea of “something” depends on the state or location of their body, otherwise they wouldn’t ask for cremation in a last act of pyromania.

Apparently, there is a funny thing: an insurance policy that will pay for your body to be repatriated in case of death. Selling insurance policies which you promise to honor for the time after the death of your contracting partner generally sounds like a profitable business model. Those of you who enter into such policies may please get in contact with me in order to grant me a long-term loan.

The tree-hugger in me cannot embrace the idea either. If this deplorable custom will gain popularity, the sky will soon be filled with planes ferrying corpses, body parts, coffins, urns and souls from one continent to the other. Some of these planes will collide and their passengers collapse, and yet more planes and courageous pilots will be necessary to fly around yet more corpses. And so on. German au-pair girls will be flown back from Australia, Indian guest workers from South Africa, the ambassador of an obscure small country will be returned to the Caribbean. A global carousel of corpses.

It really shouldn’t matter where on this wide world you go to seed and compost. I am going one step further: I hereby expressly prohibit that my body will be flown anywhere after my death! The idea of the last resting place being determined by nothing but the coincidence of a train accident in Bangladesh, freezing to death while mountaineering in Bolivia or falling from a bicycle in the Kyrgyz steppe strikes me as a rather romantic idea.

Turkish cemetery Bitola panorama clouds

Even more romantic would be to simply get lost and never be heard of again, but my home country of Germany of course has a law on getting lost (seriously). Reading that makes you lose any kind of Livingstone/Mallory/Earhart romanticism.

I am not even thinking of myself when setting up these instructions, after all I don’t believe in my continued existence after the heart will stop pumping blood. My motivation lies rather in the hope that relatives, friends and readers of this blog, if they ever want to lay down a flower or a stone, will have to travel to a country that they otherwise would never have visited. Those who never leave their small town will suddenly turn into explorers and adventurers. Pilgrims from all directions will flock to a quiet mountain village in Bhutan, to a farm in Zambia or to the marker stone for kilometer 2,300 on Ruta Nacional 40 in Argentina.

On the long journey to there, they will read my books, and when they get to know the friendly locals they will realize how they have been wasting their lives by going to the office day in, day out, instead of exploring the world. They will wire home the termination notice for their employment contract, for their apartment lease, maybe for their marriage and will embark on a new life, at exactly the same spot where mine ended.

cemetery-cactus-western-001

I almost remained in that cemetery in Bolivia. How could I have known that the villagers had serious objections against a stranger taking photos of graves?

Realistically though, nobody will come by. Because people only visit cemeteries when these are on the way to the shopping mall, when there is free parking and when the rare visit doesn’t upset one’s self-selected memory of the deceased. When the latter would make the visitors reflect, and possibly make them notice that the dead never was the person the survivors wanted him to be, then it’s really too much of a hassle.

cemetery-gate

To reach this cemetery in Chapada Diamantina, Brazil, you need to hike across a mountain range. Ain’t nobody never get there with no car.

(Zur deutschen Fassung dieses Artikels.)

Advertisements

About Andreas Moser

Travelling the world and writing about it. I have degrees in law and philosophy, but I'd much rather be a journalist, a spy or a hobo.
This entry was posted in Health, Law, Life, Macedonia, Philosophy, Photography, Travel and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink.

10 Responses to Bury my heart – wherever

  1. Pingback: Rückführung im Todesfall | Der reisende Reporter

  2. Pame says:

    Eso no pasara

  3. Steph Ros says:

    Belonging is overrated. I really like your perspective.It makes me feel less alien. Vielen Dank! You are inspiring. Live long and… travel far!

    • Thank you very much!
      One day I will write a separate article on this idea of belonging, identity and home because I get a bit tired of all the questions “when are you going back to Germany?”, as if I had to. I really don’t want to. The world is a big and interesting place.

  4. David Wiebe says:

    I have a bottle of 1990 Moet Chandon Dom Perignon buried beneath an Oak tree in northern Minnesota. That is my insurance. When I die, the directions will be found in my diary.

  5. ensnaturae says:

    Does that make each of us… with our common good, equal rights and privileges etc..in mind…responsible for burying bodies we find in inconvenient places? OK..leave those who fall on the mountain side, or the tundra…as food for local wildlife, but what about ..in the local library or a Bolivian Costcos, or ummm…. well..anywhere where there are litter laws. Who sweeps up? Its me and you, right? I’m not nit picking, I think along similar lines for my self…I mean that..if I peg it right here, I will almost certainly be found.. maybe after a few months or a year…eaten or partially eaten, by local rats. Wild country, but inhabited by only little predators of carrion… Was it somebody Havel..Vaclav.?..who wrote about the bloke in the signal box, who died on the job, …there was only one train per month, or similar, so when they found him dessicated , hand still on the levers, he had caused no major train crashes etc….thinking on…I have considered the purchase of a body bag, to make life easier for the in men….but one needs to be sure about jumping in and zipping up..

  6. marusa says:

    very nicely put! I have to say that it is a kind of magic in everything you wrote. I guess people are scared of the fact that after we are gone it’s all finished. It doesn’t matter where you are and it doesn’t matter if a friend comes by to the cemetery. They work all of their lives to invest into something it doesn’t even matter hoping that it will make a difference. And that’s sad. But once you think about it and realize how short a life is you have to find some beauty in it. And I completely agree that it’s a waste of time sitting behind the computer, working for a better tomorrow, when you could be living for today….Anyways I got a little carried away but I really liked your post!

  7. Pingback: How to do Adventure – a Guide in 24 Steps | The Happy Hermit

Please leave your comments, questions, suggestions:

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s